david grey-this years love

Hopes gone. No wish. waiting. what ever going to happen next, I dont care.

This Years Love

Hope you all haven't miss the time which you shouldn't be alone. But think always life is a strange place.

A walk with thousand thoughts.

Began my walk from my hostel. It was in the evening. the sun going down. My room filled with emptiness and lonelines. So I went out from there. Summer ended Autumn started. Girls, boys grand mothers, grand fathers, and children walking on the road. How beautiful is this view?. I wish if all the people have good thoughts in there minds. If they can can smile and talk with others, offer their friend ship to others. Why people walk on the road no seeing poor people & their sorrow. I can read the sorrow are pain which they keep in their heart. Why those people who wearing nice and expensive cloths. Why do they try to spend all their money in the night club and in the fancy cafes. Its very happy when you helped a person. People should understand others. we should take care of our people. I have seen many people who were trying to see see a smile on others faces. They dedicated their strength to others happiness. They did it not to win win the price like the other. They didn't win it. I have seen people try to do something for others. I saw people made thousands of jokes to make others smiling, but I know for sure they were crying. I wish to see a big smile in the face of the grand mother who is selling flowers near the supermarket. I like to see my villagers smiling. To see all are happy.

Memorable numbers and Me.

I never forget 30th May of 1985, because its my birth day. When im writing this letter Im 25 years old. My home number is 78,and my home has a wonderful name, Wimalagiri(Wonderful mountain top). I can remember my first day to school. Its Malwana Maha Vidyalaya. I entered to 1A class. I went there with my father I never forget that short trip to Mahavidyalaya. I never forget that morning. Last year in my vacation I went to Malvana Maha Vidyalaya and saw a big tree in front of my class.It planted there when we were in our 1st year class. I liked travel walk and stay with my parents. The short walk after school with my friend, I cant forget these things. I stayed there till my 2nd class. Then I went to Mahanama college which is situated in colombo 3. I was the golden journey in my life, I thankful to that journey a lot. My mother and father took me there, I would be thankful to them all my life. I entered to 2B class where I met my best teacher in Mahanama(Mrs;Perera.) There I was a normal child,but after that year I wasnt good for me.3C class the Hell. 4B class a normal class for me. 5d I suffered a lot mentally. 6E,7,8B all the things went normally. 9A,10H,11H my golden years. I loved those days.
12B&13B I worked a lot. I wanted to do some thing for my mother and father. hey...I forgot something can you remember your admission number of your school? 9267 its my one in Mahanama. My NIC number 851510095v. Pass port N1834077. I got my passport just before I come to Russia. Russia a new era of my life. I should stay here for 6year. I will leave Russia in 2013. It will be in a cold winter. From Russia I have learnt  Many thins. I got many things and I have lost many things. I can still remember my first summer vacation in Sri Lanka, at the end of vacation I left home for Russia.My grand mother told me "Son this is the last time you see me" she was correct.  I don't like the mad people here, I will tell you for sure, Maxim Gorky, Lenin, Chekhov, Tolstoy they are liars. Its not the country they wanted to show and they wanted to build.They couldn't do do it so they lied to us and became great people. Lenin did a big role there. So I wait till 2013. I hope at least after 2013 these educational numbers may give me a break. Its in the future. When I was leaving my home to AL exam I saw the tears which were in my mothers and grand mothers eyes. My father never showed his tears to me. But I know he loves us very much. I like to give a value to my parent's tears and sweat. I don't know why my memories flood like this. I thinks its normal.

What is love?

Thousands of times thought about you.
Why do we like this?
We are not in the same road in the same direction.
Why? Didn’t I love you?
Did I hurt you.
No No. we were good, we loved each other.
Not only our happiness, we thought about others also.
Then the road ended.
We went away from each other.
Love is a part of our life.
Some people can sacrifice it for others happiness.
This is also love.

Cronicles of childhood.

Childhood is the best time a man can ever experience. I can still remember my childhood. Some of those memories are like dreams now, but I think I enjoyed those days a lot. There were many sweet and unpleasant situations any way I'm not going tell about unpleasant incidents. I like to memories the joy I had in my childhood. I loved my mother and father a lot. My mother is so closer to me than my father, I was a little afraid to my fathers character. Though I was a little afraid to my father I respected him a lot, even today also. I didn't know that they are going to dedicate their whole life for me. There were many incident they punished me  much, but now I can understand why did they do all these, and now I'm 25. I can still remember how much did I cry when my mother told me that someday they leave this world and I should take all to my hand and live alone, I'm still afraid of it. In my childhood I did lot of mistakes and my education wasn't good at all, I saw much my mother and father suffered because of me. Still I can remember how they came with the news that I failed from my 5th year scholarship exam. When I'm in my 11th and AL classes I was A hard worker and I showed my results to them and I saw how much happy they were. I don't like to see my father use alcohols because I love him a lot. I like to dedicate all my life for them. If I have won something, all of those credits should direct to my parents. I love them a lot.

The Place where I looked in to the world

I thought to discuss some thing different except my usual topics. Its my school time. Still I can remember how I left my home to Colombo with my mother and father on our motorcycle. We were in front of the school, a big black color gate was opened by the guard man. We spent several hours in the school and went to my class room with my parents. It was a complete different place. I wasn't Malwana mahavidyalaya(My first school) then a kind teacher came and talked with my parents and took me in to the class, she introduced me to the class. She is one of my best teachers I've ever seen(Mrs:Perera). I took long time to adapt to the new environment of my school, the friends was totally different kind. Then I began a new life under the Mahanama College's roof. But till  9th class My educational performances wasn't good. I can remember the times when some teachers throw my book in to the class room, how some teachers neglected me in their own class, cruel punishments, complaints which were made to my parents which Made all things worse. I can remember how one teacher hit to my head by the Maths text book(Its the biggest text book we had in our 8th grade) that credits totally go to Mrs:Kamala whas one of my maths teachers in Mahanama(I for give for all the punishments which I had in my school but I never forgive this punishment because I wasn't guilty). Then I came to my 9th grade, I got one of the best teachers as my class teacher Mrs;Lalitha Ariyasinhe. Since 9th grade I began to study hard, I became a active student in classes in O/L. I passed My O/L exame with good results. In my education path Mahanama college played a major role. Its the most green color college I have ever seen. Many trees make the environment cool. I walked thousand times in this beautiful place with various thoughts in my mind. Some times happiness and some times sorrow, uncertainty. I became a lover of Mahanama. My A/L teachers are the best group of the teachers I've ever had. My A/L teachers gave us freedom to work in our labs individually. My school became my favorite place those days. I passed my advanced level examination and got selected to University of Kelaniya. I forgot, Mr Pulina de silva he was one my best maths teachers and one of my best class teaches. I thank to Mahanama a lot.

Tears of the truth

If there is a time when you feel that you are alone. what do you think about such a situation? We have very closer relatives, Friends, Pets, but what will you feel if there is no one for you. I think you are lost. I think this is the true situation. When friend keep their distance from you, when they neglecting you, even your best friend, we lose our stability. But why all this? Most probably because you were a dedicated friend, dedicated relative, A true partner. All the memories which can memorize how you offered your friendship, the dedications you made for them, you will begin to suffer. you are alone in world. True friendship, true love these things are ghosts very few have seen them. Any way Nature should stabilize all  the things. Its something belong to future. well, future will come soon enough. May all of you have good friends.

Guid for a good frienship

Though you were faithful to your friends they may leave you some day. You will feel how lonely is our life! But being faithful and offer them your friendship and try to stick with them is the best thing what you can do. I think its the best thing to do. True friends never go away though their friends left them alone. They always care about their friends like brothers. Don't be so angry with them when they leave you, just try to be more faithful to them, love them and treat them always as your friends. If you are a good friend you wont be alone..

Im tired of this

They hurt because they don't know how much their friends care about them. when we did what all the things what we can do for them and if they think about us like their enemies how can we think about real friendship. Any way further offering the same friendship is the generous thing and what we should do as friends. Though if its painful we should go through all those incidents. But as good friend we shouldn't leave the hope about real friends. Sometimes later they will understand what we were doing. Any way you should accept all the pains, pains are not forever. someday every things should end. But lets keep the hope about our friends. I trust them though don't. Good thought should win every where. 

Tired day in the summer...

A day with tiredness and in the evening had a nice time with friends. We made one cultural food which is popular in south Asian region. Summer days are very hot in Kursk region. I should start my operative surgery studies soon and should complete the exam at the beginning of next semester. Spending a summer in Russia is not so interesting thing, because its very boring.  

Kursk

It is one of the most oldest cities in Russia. But still its developing city. The people in Kursk are native Russians. These days there are some foreigners who came here to their business. KSMU, Kursk State University, Kursk technical university and School of Economics are the well known and ranked institutions in this small town. Kursk was a history turning point in 2nd world war. Battle of Kursk is the biggest battle ever done using Battle Tanks. Germans got severe loss in this period of war in Kursk. After the Soviet Union now Russia is going on a way like America, UK, Canada. Any way the Russian economy is growing faster than the soviet times.Present  Kursk is one of the cities which has a fast economical growth in Russia. Kursk is also identified as good city for living.

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