Latter one.

For the first time I’m writing a letter to my blog out of Kursk. I started my blog in Kursk. An unforgettable period of time, which is filled by many sad memories. I came to Stroitel. A small city which is situated in Belgorod city (Oblast). Finished the exam and I’m on my new-year vacations. Soon I should face to my placticle skills exams and Examination of medical scenarios. Then we are ready to go home. I felt a funny discomfort in my chest. I thought it’s all over and it is the way to an end. Grandmother who is treating me in the Russian house is a nice person. The world has made a bad picture about our countries. So they had such ideas also. It’s not time to deal with those problems. So I kept my silence hare.  When I see my way in retrospection I see some little things which I couldn’t do. My mind takes the chance to argue with in me about the past, which I shouldn’t be worried.  History always stays as the time we passed. History is a book which gives us many lessons.  One of my teachers once told us “Dear students assume if we can stop and shutdown all the processes of present and go back to history and change the things and live the life”. I know this is a thing practically impossible. Think about the human feelings and the thoughts which generated words. Everyone like to do something better then and live happily. I laughed at my teachers idea about shutting down the future, go back and start all from the beginning. I laughed at the idea because I was a kind of an idiot because thought about my teacher’s wise word scientifically. Finally I got the idea. It’s about happiness. Good health and the happiness, the greatest teaching to a formal person living on earth. We always think we are getting wise but the wise people always think where those wise people have gone. World change rapidly and same thing happen to us. We are taught to believe in science. Science has the same base which the religion stands. No one like to show the basement of science.

Have you ever thought what happen when person comes to a point when memories flood, future become uncertain and present is a fist of smooth dusty sand which cannot grab and escape between the fingers. Mentioned place is the actual point where I live right now.

In To custody. (From Russia with love, sadness and tears )

This week current Russian government took three more government opposition activists in to custody. If the current government is fully satisfied by the previous presidential election such a out come is not a normal one. Here the current Russian government clearly shows the fear which appearing in the government and  ONE RUSSIA political party. The fear is about increasing negativity towards the government attitudes in the society. Russia is a country holds 150 million population. If the government always the winning team and not afraid to opposition political parties this shouldnt be the way to give an answer. Last week media reported Russian secret services captured political opponents of ONE RUSSIA party in Ukraine capital. Till now the captured are without trace.
CNN report about arrested political opponents  

Losing information freedom.

This week china blocked the NEW YORK TIMES website. The reason was it has reviled the rich life style of the Chinese government officials. Information restriction has become a major issue in current politics. Recently Russia also thinking to develop such a fire wall to restrict some website in WWW. This consideration was taken after statics have shown the fall of fame of Putin in last few years. Also loss of support to the ONE RUSSIA political Party. There was a discussion in parliament to block WIKIPEDIA recently. Under the huge fame of WIKI the blocking couldn’t be carried. There are some of the major websites including FB on the discussion desk. Letter ends with a quote by JFK.

A nation that is afraid to let its people judge the truth and falsehood in an open market is a nation that is afraid of its people.

CNN news letter about blocking newyork times 

Oak and the love

Once to an annual magazine I wrote an article. It was a short story.  It was written on a old copy book. Few years later I was sitting in a café with my Russian girl friend. She told me that her love is exactly a big beautiful Oak tree. That time I didn’t know the Russian word for the Oak tree. Then I told about my small story about an Oak tree and gardener. Then she translated the Russian word and showed the English meaning. The translation was “Oak”. We were amazed. Then the unpublished story about the Oak tree, gardener and their love I gave to her as a gift. Few months later I saw some Oak trees around the stadium MERKURI. I collected their seeds and brought in to the room and I planted few seeds. See! They are growing, outside weather autumn. My small oak trees are growing in my hostel room. I love them as the gardener loved to Oak tree. This is the new symbol of love in my love story and it is growing.  

Russian Government afraid the media freedom and the cyber avalanche coming toward the current political regime.

Russian government started to see through the internet for people, organizations and all the web sites which become threat to the government. Actually the real political intentions of the current process are remain unclear. Only government explanations remains and very popular as the facts. Government reasoning about the current situation and process is leading because of the huge media power developed by the current government’s media. Especially media power under “ONE RUSSIA” political party is very advanced and huge.

Around two and half month ago there was a discussion about blocking some world famous websites including WIKIPEDIA.  These are major websites which leads in the cyber media. Those websites are not only cyber media but also education reservoirs for many people.

Previously Russian political parties had no such a fear but with the cyber technology advancement majority of internet sites can be read in Russian language. This brings a huge political avalanche towards the current government because much information against the current policies and their effects are uncovered by the foreign media and other organizations.

Especially one alternative Russian media uncovered after the last presidential election the number of people fully supporting to Vladimir Putin is 15 %( Those who 100% believe government policy). Majority left without clear idea or support to him because they have no competitor or a choice. Recently few people worked against the ONE Russia party in elections suffer in prisons.

Past elections also showed decrement of people support to the current government. So it very clear that there is a possibility to change of people, come against the government. The easiest way is not to change the political policies but to block those information sources and clear those people who criticize government, ONE RUSSIA party and Political Policies. It’s very clear that government is turning to such a process violating the right of information, education and freedom.

Felt the Anginal Pain

I took a skype call to home. My mother and father was on the other side of the line. Im in Russia and they are in Sri Lanka. Im going to finish my degree by this December. I told to my mom if it is possible try to send my brother to the graduation ceremony. I didnt have idea about the expenditure which we should bare in Russia. I didnt know about the financial condition of the home. My brother wasn't forward to my suggestion. Mom also forced him.Then I send some e mails to my brother asking why? why cant you come? dont be afraid! Then at last he replied me. "Brother we didnt tell you, but the financial condition is not so good. Mother sometimes skip her drug therapy to save money some times. I we could find money I will come. I'm sure". I would like admit those low mark holders who went sri lankan university under the district mark base are not the most suitable. Of course those low mark holders are in the first line against the foreign graduates. We are the people who had enough marks to attend to sri lankan medical university but who didnt get the opportunity. Till now our parents suffer, to give us the best. No MERCY to the politics and the other forces against the right of education. I hope the justice would be delivered to all.   

No terrorism!!!

It's a unforgettable day in the recent history September 11 attacks on world trade center buildings of America. There is no question what country affected. What kind of political policy they have. The main importance of  September attacks they show what they can do. Who showed what they can do? The terrorism. I leave a small message in a hurry to respect all the victims of cruel terrorism. Not only the 911 victims and their families but also unfortunate victims of the terrorism of other countries. Terrorism is a deadly. It should be stopped. There is no argument between anyone about stopping terrorism.