18 April

I think you are after work going home. May be you are planning to visit cousins tomorrow. Im looking at Dambulla bus. The same bus which I was rushed to catch in Fridays. Same bus same place. We are changed. My heart is crying. Remember how I was running for the bus after a half day work? From Dambulla im catching the bus to colombo. Im not even sitting but im talking to you through out the journey. Sometimes you were so harsh. Didnt care me. Thats okay. But it couldn't prevent me fall in in love with you. I have my love saved for you Baba. I miss you. Please take care. 

17 April.

Baba did you kick me out from your heart? So do I have to leave Baba? I think I cant. Im in pain. I cant forget you. My life isbt easy too. I know its isnt easy for you definitely. I miss you like im mad. I think probably this weekend you will go to meet your Cousins at Kurunegala. I remember all those steps. Remember how we had a fight when you went on a trip with Kurunegala cousins to see a lake? You had no mobile signals. I tried to call. I couldn't. I went mad. We had a fight. I hope you have forgotten all of it. I dont blame for that. I have my love to you. I miss you like im mad. Always you are in my mind Like a beautiful song singing within me. Please take care Baba.

Day 1 of a new year. (April 15)

If the whole world against you Baba I will remain in your side. I will shout your name Baba. I will keep my intentions and feelings for you. I will keep all the love for you. Will you someday remember me? Will you see me in your dreams? Will you have my image painted in a far far darker corner in your heart Baba? Will you think of me at least for few times Baba? I know sweetheart, sometimes Im already forgotten. Spmetimes I have no right for you. Anyway my heart keep singing your name. It won't give up on you. Remember you blamed me sometimes that I had relationships with others? Some old aunts sometime. When you blamed so, I felt your love, you never saw the pain in me when you accuse me that way Baba. I had no relationships with them. I remembered it yesterday. Im a rare fb user, since you blocked me there also. If im that jerk i will be jogging around fb. I wish you understand the pain when the most beloved accusing that way.(i did the same sometimes I guess. Please Remember my love was to strong too. My love will be staid strong  forever) I have no one in my side except you. Please take care Baba. I wish you everything joyful. I wish your happiness. Its the first day of the year for Sinhalese. I miss you. 

Happy new year Baba (New year Auspicious time)

Happy new year Baba. Writing this to you in the auspicious time of New year. I miss you. I will miss you forever. Im in pain Baba. I remember you. I never intended to hirt you. I know im a jerk. Im cruel. Yet I love you. I have that love forever for you. Please remember my heart was beating in a rhythm which sung your name. I hope you are with parents. I wish your parents long lives. You are the best thing happened to me. I will always have you in my life. Im living in your memories. Im living in you. I miss you Baba. Take care. I wish I could see you, talk with you or hear your voice. Im not that lucky though. Tc

April 13

බබා. ඔයා හොඳින් කියල හිතනවා. අම්මත් එක්ක එකතුවෙලා ලෑස්ති වෙනවා ඇති දැන්.
බොහෝවිට මේ වෙනකොට අවුරුදු කැවිලි හදල ඉවර කරනවා ඇති, නැතිනම් අම්මත් එක්ක-
ශෝපින්ග් වල ඉතිරි ටික කරනවා ඇති. මම අපේ මතකයන් අතරේ ඇවිදිනවා. මට මතක අපි අවුරුද්දට-
දින කීපයකටත් ඉස්සරවෙලා මුණ ගැහුනා ඒ 2017. මට ඒ හැමදේම මතක් වෙනවා. ඔයාගේ මුහුණේ-
හිනාවක් රඳවන්න මම ගොඩක් උත්සහ කලා. මට මතකයි සතුටුද සතුටුද කියල ඇවිටිලි කර කර මම-
ඔයාගේ අත අල්ලාගෙන ඇවිද ඇවිද යනවා. මම හැමදාටම ඒ මතකයට ආදරෙයි. මම හැමදාටම ඔයාටත්-
ආදරෙයි. ඒ මතක අතරේ මගේ ජිවිතේ ටික කාලෙත් ගෙවේවි. මතක තියන්න බබා මට ඔයාව උදෙත්-
හවසත් හැම වෙලාවකදිමත් මතක් උනා. මතක් වෙනවා. කවදාහරි මම යන්නම යන දවසකත් ඔයාව මගේ හිතේ-
ගැඹුරින්ම හා තදින්ම සටහන් වෙලා තියේවි. මට ඔයාගේ හිනාව, ලස්සන ඇස්දෙක හැම වෙලාවකම මැවිලා පෙනෙනවා-
ඇහෙනවා. ඔයාගේ කෙස් රොද වල තිබුන සුවඳට මම ආදරෙයි. ඒ මතක මගේ හිතේ හැමදාම තියේවි මගේ බබා.
ඉතින් මේක අලුත් අවුරුදු උදාවට ඉස්සර දවස. මම හිතනවා ඔයා හොඳින් කියල. ඔයාට, අම්මට, හා තාත්තට මගේ ජිවිතේ යුෂත්-
ලැබිල දිර්ගයුෂ වෙන්න, නිරෝගී වෙන්න කියල පතනවා. හැමදාම මම ඔයා වෙනුවෙන් ඉන්නවා.
තෙරුවන් සරණයි. සුබ අලුත් අවුරුද්දක් ඔයාට.

12 April

I miss you Baba. Im about to go through a new year without you. I hope you are doing fine there. I know you have pain. Please know this Baba. Im in pain too. I always wish good things to you. I wish you all the best. I wish you and your parents long lives. Please take care. Did few good things by your name. Take care. 

11 April

Thank god I have internet today. Im writing a daily message to the most beloved(thats you) i miss you like im mad. My mind search you everywhere. Moreover I see you sometimes in crowds. In a sudden I see that wasn't you. My mind portrait you In front of my eyes. I hope you are fine Baba. Assume if I was the jerk, would I feel this way? Each and every minute my heart breaks in to pieces in pain. (I know Baba I deserve even more pain). I love you always. No one can't stop me loving you. I will always have my love to you. You will always live in me. I will live in you and your memories forever. Soon new year. I hope you have finished your shopping for the new year. I wish if I could join with you. I remember your mother also. She is so good. Please take care of her too. Please be safe Baba.