11th March 2020 (2nd post)

I will be heartbroken forever sweetheart. I did love you incidentally. I fell in love with you. It was like meeting someone who I knew for centuries. Same way I will not stop loving you. I miss you Baba

11th March 2020

Sweetheart how are you?  I hope you are fine Baba. Sweetheart im in pain. In excruciating pain. I dont know what to do at this point. I wish I could be with you. Promise me Baba. Dont leave me alone here. I hope you remember our last few promises. I was so cruel to you. And now its my turn to suffer this way. I felt and I knew the pain which you went through. Remember how joyful were these days to us? (February  march april and may) We were walking talking and smiling. What a beautiful time Baba. I still live in your memories sweetheart. I slowly started to write this around 9.15am. And finishing this around 4.20pm. I hope you are on your way home. Time will fly. I will be forgotten. You will proceed in your path. What will happen to me?. Please take care your self. 

10th March 2nd post

I love you a lot Baba. And I Miss you so much. 

10th March 2020

Im writing this around 2.15pm. Soon you will come out for your evening tea. I remember all those things Baba. How I was desperately waiting to receive your call? Can you remember? Now I dont call you and I dont have the privilege too. Few years back each and every moment in a day was always about us and about love.
I have a great gratitude for loving me Baba. And I miss your love a lot. Someday I will not be here anymore but that doesn't mean I left you forever. Im always be here or somewhere else waiting to love you. I wasn't selfish Baba. I was just helpless. Now Im totally messed up in misery. I hope you are fine. I feel the way Im being forgotten. Take care sweetheart.

9th March 2020

I feel the way you are slowly leaving Baba. I never felt this crappier before. Anyway what is important is your happiness Baba. If you are happy thats what it best. I wish I could hold your hand and walk with you. I time is passing Baba. Time wont wait for me. And all the memories about me about to be bumped. I naver blame it on you Baba. I know the pain I had given to you. You suffered because you loved me. And finally there is nothing left for you instead moving on. 

You are right. Never think that I hate you. I naver hate you. And I dont have an anger because of you. Same way I will not stop loving you. I remembered you a lot. Miss you.

8th March 2020

Sweetheart love me someday. Will you? I want be with you.  I hope you have forgotten me already. Im living holding a intense pain baba. I dont know when would I be freed. Whatever happens I dont have an issue. I will accept my fait. Im kind of a cruel person. I dont get what is love. But I felt your love a lot. Im addicted to your love.
Im sorry I will not stop loving you.
And this weekend is a long one. May be you aren't working tomorrow too. I dont know but I hope so. Baba remember how hard was it to leave you in Sundays? I never wanted to leave you in Colombo alone.
I went mad. I miss you a lot Baba. Sorry I couldn't write yesterday. I tried to relieve my pain for few hours minimally.
I love you. Happy women's day to you sweetheart. 

6th of March 2020

Sweetheart how are you? I hope everything is fine. I cant make my mind because I dont want to. I was a so rude person but my heart fell in love with you forever. There is no way to express it now but I hope you would feel it someday. Im not urging you to remember me but im in pain of separation. Im in pain because of lost love. Im in pain because I deeply love you. Think sweetheart If I was a opportunistic person would I be felt this pain? I hope no. I was wrong and totally messed up in our relationship. But I always had love for you. I always tried to love you as much as I can. Loved to see that beautiful smile in your face. Loved your voice and loved your songs. I fell in love with you forever. I dont want forget you. I miss you tonight.