Stories which may have become love stories.

Charon is a boy. He had many problems some of them are battles than problems. About the love for asians as charon, there are limits and boundaries. Some times exceeding a boundary will be a great event. Also may be a  wining of an event. For many of situations there were happiness and joy beyond those boundaries. charon also had some boundaries. but they were fulfilled according to others decisions. But charon doesn't have a frustration about these winnings at the boundaries. Some boundaries were totally losses. But some of them gave a joy to his parents such as his exams ordinary level and  advanced level. When he got to be a talented student after my 11th class his parents were so happy. The day came my university entrance letter. They were all devoted and honored memories of charons life. Charon like to dedicate all those milestones in his life to his parents. He was a dedicated son but not always. some of the goals partially fulfilled by charon. So charon has many debts on his side. But his parents were ok with it. thats why charon always dedicate his life, victories and happiness to his bellowed parents. When charon around 16-17 year old he fel the love for the first time. but the family levels(I dont care about them) were not compatible, and her mother had a mental disorder,(I dont like to insult her). Her mother was successful at her first attempt of suicide. So no more talks. charon had to leave the idea. Even before she knows it. for the second time charon saw a girl in his advanced level classes but the times were not good. we were busy to make the exam success so charon lost the second chance. Then charon met a very nice Russian girl in Russia. charon didnt tell her about his love because there will be a big resistance from his parents. He didnt have a will to keep the both sides suffer. According to charons point of view a love should be a very beautiful thing. but to find a perfect love you should give up many things. charon did so. he doesn't have a will to see a tear on his parents eyes or her on her girlfriend's eyes. charon looks for his future. there also many boundaries. they are fine. but the limits. limits are the most difficult. Time, life,relationships, human values, love, ....all those things can be find in the limits of our lives. even life has its own limit. we dont know when will it end. The funny thing is yet we play on this unstable grounds. love life all become illusions.