01st of July 2021.

 Im not writing frequently now. May be you are thinking that I have forgotten you. Sweetheart how come I forget you?

I read a book this week. I felt terrible to know in depth how people feel things when they are heartbroken. Im heartbroken and the sadest thing is I was the reason of your broken heart. I felt sad and bad.

I really wanted to see you. But sweetheart I will not bring that pain back to you. Im sure that you are happy now. Im sure that you have forgotten me. I don't want to bring the memories about me back in to your life. I really loved you. I really love you. And I will not stop loving you. You are mine forever. I will wait Baba. I will be a better person. I promise that I will not hurt you again. I will stay in silence forever probably. I don't want to hurt you. I never liked to see you hurt. 

I miss you a lot.