22nd ofJuly 2020

Night always has some feeling about a loneliness. I remembered you a lot tonight. Because I remember how I was talking with you in nights and went here and there in my working environment/workplace. This lonely short walk seems like this at night Baba. I wish I could hold your hand. I miss you.

21st July 2020

Sweetheart will my pain be declined someday? Will my prayers be answered? Will you be there to hold my hand once more? One last time?
I miss you.

20th July 2020

I kmow how you felt in the day I walked away. I felt only like I was right. I only felt that I should walk away or you would suffer a lot. I didn't try to be you and think the way it would feel. I think I was wrong. But all in all the wayI had nothing more than a love to you. I never wanted to go but I left. I was a stone. Cold-hearted one. Im sorry Baba. I know you exactly felt this way. Feeling have no language. I miss you. 

19th July 2020

Someday I will be right in front of you holding a bunch of red roses. And will you say that word again Baba? Will you accept those roses and the fragrance of our love. We met long before. Not in this life. Im sorry for hurting you. I miss you a lot.

18th July 2020

That smile made my day isn't with me now. Now I remember the good old days a lot. The time we spent together is like a fairy tale. You were my queen. Now I see your smile but it isn't mine. Im lucky though, because I was the owner of that smile at least for a shorter while. Miss you Baba. Tc. 

17th July 2020

All the best Baba. May you be the happiest soul in the world. You will always be my queen. You will always be the one. The one and only. There is no requests to remember me. You can go forward Baba. I miss you. I will love you forever. 

16th July 2020

Someday I will be no one to you Baba. I dont urge you to remember me. But in general keep in mind that you've been loved. In someone's heart you are a queen forever. Someone's heart beats every second behalf of you. Somone wishes at least a glimpse of you. Someone miss you like they miss a heart beat daily basis. I loved you then. And I will love you forever. 

14th July 2020

 I miss you a lot Baba. Nothing is ever forgotten. Its not over either. I miss you a lot. 

13th July 2020

You will call me mad. But I have to say that it wasn't just a madness. Its been mad because of love. Love blinds people. Same way love heals people. You were my healer. You could love me. You could love to a notorious person. I always thankful for that love you offered Baba. I miss you a lot. I wish if I could meet you. Love you always. 

12thJuly 2020. Forget me if you want Baba.

Forget me if you want. I will never hate you for that. I was tge wrong one. Im still the wrong one. I still love you though. I miss you Baba.

I saw this in a web page.-
True love cannot be found where it does not truly exist, nor can it be hidden where it truly does. – Kissing A Fool