Remember that dark day in 2018. I remember every thing sweetheart. Im sure that was the worst pain a honest girl could ever face. That happened to you. I remember you a lot especially today. Time passes. And time pased. More times to come. I want you to have a happy life sweetheart. I honestly feel bad about the way I acted. Im not writing now too much because I don't want to hurt you further. If you see this you will remember all of it again and get upset. I know you have moved on. I want you to be happy. Also, I want you to stay safe Baba. All my good good memories about you and us are yet with me. Thats the only thing I have for now. Still remember those weekends which we were walking together. I miss you a lot. I still live inside you. I will stay there forever. I hope aunt and uncle also doing fine. I wish the safety and the happiness of your family. Don't forget I love you forever (though I messed it up). Recently I visited all the places where we were walking in Torrington area. My eyes were blurred. I felt how real was all those moments. How hard it was to leave you in tge evenings. How hard was it to leave in Sunday evening. Remember I took a bus around 6pm. Fights erupted because of the pain. I loved you sweetheart. I have many errors in my hands. I still love you though. You will be mine forever. I don't want to hurt you though. I wish if I could see you once more. At least remotely. I wish.... You got hurt a lot because of me. I was wrong but honestly I felt your pain. Im still in pain. Im sorry. Stay safe. Planning to plant a tree. I will remember you forever. I will plant trees for you I wish they will grow taller because of our love. I miss you. Its December 20th 2022. ❤️❤️❤️
