11th of July 2020

Im doing something. Something you admired too.

10th July 2020

Im so so late to write. But I will not stop writing. Like I will not stop loving.
I miss you Baba.

9th July 2020

Im not over Baba. I still love you.

8th July 2020

As you always loved beautiful views

7th July 2020

Came to a Pizza Hut. Im spending few minutes. Im surrounded by numerous memories. I miss you a lot Baba. I know now you definitely want to forget me. I have no other choice Baba. I will stay silent. I will not stop loving you though. Take care. 

6th July 2020

Im urging you to remember me. Im not forcing you to forget me too. I know time will delete those memories anyway. Do you have a good memory about me? Do you?
Im just asking baba. Im doing my best to remain in a corner in your heart. I know you will not be allowed. Will you throw me out? I miss you a lot. 

5th July 2020

After all I will be somethings suitable to be forgotten. Our love also be forgotten? Those roads we were walking will be forgotten? Those evenings at water's edge will be forgotten? What an strange thing is time. It brought us joy and happiness. Its separated us too. Im wrong too. I know. I remember the way you cried. Im sorry. I love you. 

4th July 2020

Im in pain sweetheart. Its. Okay I will keep all our memories with me. You be happy. I was sp happy whenever I saw a smile on your face. You are my sunshine forever. Tc

4th July 2020

Stay happy sweetheart. Wherever you are doesn't matter I will always love you. Im sorry for being a miserable person. I never intended to hurt or take an advantage of you. Yea my behaviour was wrong. I know. I loved you a lot though. Even for today I love you more that everything. I miss you a lot. 

4th July 2020

I was happy when the Bamboo got two buds. Im happy because its growing. Planted behalf of you. Only later I knew it symbolised something and tried to give me a message. Tc Baba.

3rd of July 2020

Writing this in a dark morning. We will get rains sometimes. Remember I came here in a rainy season. You encouraged me to come and work. I never intended to leave you sweetheart. Now you habe taken few vital decisions. And I know you will forget me thats something inevitable. Last noght was a long one. How I remembered everything. Like I was watching a movie. All the memories came in to my mind. There is nothing painful than this. I deserve some pain also Baba(For hurti you). I have to say baba I will not stop loving you. For the new journey ahead I ways wish you all the best. Remember me someday. I loved you till the last breath. You got muchh hurt. I got hurt too. But I never stopped loving you. Hope you are fine Baba. I miss you. 

2nd of July 2020.

So this day came finally. I have no words. I had only tears. Now I know why I saw you inmy dreams 28th June in a red dress. Now I know why yesterday your Bamboo plant gave two large buds at once suddenly. Now I know why I saw you frequently past few days. No tough feelings Baba. I had only love to you. I was wrong I know. But my intentions weren't against you. I didn't have an intention to hurt you. I know you got hurt though. I never planned to leave you. I never wanted to leave you. You think I shouldn't have loved you? I fell in love with you at first sight. I couldn't help falling in love. I loved you in every possible way. I tried to make you smile. Your Smile made my day.
Today you leave all those moments in past. You are entering to a new life. I got super hurt in January when I knew that you got engaged. You have to proceed I know. Im not urging you to wait for me. But Im letting you to know that I will wait for you. I will not stop loving you.

Well for today Im in excruciating pain. But this I deserve.
Anyway... Stay safe Baba. Stay happy. Enjoy your life. Be healthy.
You are the most adorable one in my life. You are the most loved. You are the sweetest.
I wish both of you a joyful life ahead. Many life endeavours will be there. I wish your success. I wish both of you good health.
Take care then.
Happy wedded life sweetheart. 

Missing you.

I will not let you leave me again. And I will not leave either. 

Love you so so much. I wish you all the best. 

1st of July 2020

Dont know what to say. Got the news sweetheart. What should I do? Let you go? Let you leave me? Let you forget me? Let my self be no one to you? Cried and cried. Hid from everyone and cried. Okay sweetheart. I know you will not be able to wait. And I never urge you. To wait either. You should move one. You should take a path. I will make my mind. I know im the wrong Person. I will love you forever. 

30th June 2020

Baba be safe when you travel here and there. Think about your safety a lot. I miss you. 

29th June 2020

Time will turn in to minutes, hours, days weeks, months and finally to years. Let it pass. Let centuries to be passed. I will not forget you. I will not forget our love.

28th June 2020

Im posting all my short messages and posts. I did write but I couldn't upload. Sometimes I had no mood and an energy. Because you were my energy but you aren't with me now. You were my better half. Forever you will be mine. I think I saw you last night. At leasts visit me in my dreams. Hate me it's okay. Blame me if you like but I will not stop loving you. Be mine some day Baba. Be. Mine. I will not lose you again. I promise. 

27th June 2020

If a jar become empty someone can fill it with a fluid. What if its life? Life is so strange sweetheart isn't it? Remember how jerky was I to you? No excuses. Now I dont have you by my side. You are far from me. And im kind of alone. I feel alone even in crowds. You are the missing part of my. Life. 

26th June 2020

Somewords same as our first meet. What a beautiful day. Like I was walking on clouds. Didn't hear how birds sang. It was only you and I.

25th June 2020

Man I saw you frequently in my dreams. Whats happening Baba? Hope you are fine. Please stay safe. Take care.
I always love you. And I miss you a lot

24th June 2020

Some people aren't so luck baba. I lost you. Bow im in pain. I wish I could run and grab your hand. Wish I could take a walk with you. I miss you a lot. 

23rd June 2020

You will always be in my prayers. Silent prayers will be heard to long distances. Our love will be remained forever. I miss you.

22nd June 2020

Im the wrong person Baba. I will miss you forever. And I will remain heartbroken forever. They way we felt will be a legend in time. I will not stop loving you.