21st June 2020

If I never loved you BabaI wouldn't have written here daily. I wouldn't ask your love this much. Im a cruel person. I know. But didn't I love you? I still love you like I did always. Our love will grow like a treee in a forest. I love you

20th June 2020

20th June. Im writing short messages Baba. Im heartbroken. I have no clue about the way I should proceed. I miss you a lot. 

19th June 2020

May be I was wrong. May be I was cruel. But I always love you. 

18th June 2020

Found this in a corner of my pocket. Im heartbroken forever. This I wrote for you about 2 years ago. I miss you Baba

17th June 2020

I saw you last night. At least stay in my dreams. I will stay forever in a corner of your heart. Im your darkest dream. You loved a evil person like me. You are an angel. I miss you a lot

16th June 2020

You will be always remembered and kept in my heart. Dont think that O have forgotten you Baba. Im just keeping my silence. You know that you are mine forever. Im yours too. You would feel better in my silence. You will not feel a pain when im silent.
I miss you

14th June 2020

Forget me if you want sweetheart if its comforting. Forget me if you will not feel a pain. I miss you a lot. Tc

13th June 2020

I remembered how you enjoyed sunsets. I went to a place where I captured a sunset for you. You appreciated me a lot. Dont forget you will be my sunshine forever. This picture I dedicate for you. Love you Baba.(see the blue skies? There the place where freedom exists. We are two love birds and we were flying there.)

12th June 2020

When the time turns in to weeks, months, years,  and finally years there won't be a time for me left i side you. Theere wont be a space for me inside you. Naturally you will be asked to forget me forever. I miss you a lot sweetheart. I hope you would remember me though. Thats a wish or a prayer too. I won't hate if you I have forgotten me too. I miss you. 

11th June 2020

Hope you are on your way home. I know now you have someone to go home with. It was me long before. In a time you already forgotten because of the pain. I was your love joy and the pain. Im still yours. And I will be yours forever sweetheart. I will not stop loving you. I miss you a lot. Time will pass. Our story will be hidden in time. Hidden or not I will keep it in my mind. Someday come and say Hi Baba. Someday smile with me. Someday say a word. A blame also fine. I miss you. 

10th June 2020

Someone broke a branch in one of my (our) plants. I cried. My eyes got wet and i didn't even notice that I was silently crying. Quickly poured the water and I went home. Sweetheart Im living in your memories. Im living a life that no one would be able to live. Im in pain. Im walking in pain. I can scree our loud but im silent. Please remember I loved you the most though O was a bad person. Im still loving you (may be even more). Your name will sing in my heart till the last beat and last breath. Love you

9th June 2020

I remember tha good times, sorrows and the fights we had together. Everything has a good sense too. Im sorry for hurting you Baba. I never had an intention to hurt you. I never had an intention to leave you. Im so unlucky sweetheart. I promise you though. I will wait whatever the time it takes. I will wait for you. I will never end my love. I dreamed you. I wished you. You are mine. 

8th June 2020

I was totally hopeless and disappointed last few days. Number of times I remembered you was enormous. But there is nothing to prevent the time. I never hate you, insult you or condemn you Baba. Im so grateful for the love and the care you gave to me. I was a difficult guy to handle. I know that and I never deny it. Please don't think that I never loved Baba. I loved you alot. Eacch and every time I remember us my eyes getting wet. I love you a lot. And I miss you alot

7th June 2020

6th June 2020

Last night I saw you in a dream. I miss you a lot sweetheart. I promise that I won't stop loving you. 

5th of June2020

If someone say I didn't love you, open my heart and see! Im not a jerk! Im not a opportunity seeker. I loved you sweetheart. I loved you like im mad. I loved every beat of your heart. I heard your heart singing my name. I fell in love with you at the first sight. I never wanted to leave you. If you hate me thats okay. Its natural to hate a person like me. I just wanted to love you forever. Never wanted to leave. I had no second plans. Finally I was helpless. I will wait Baba. I wish you all the happiness in your life. And I will not stop loving you!! Today a poya day. Remember how we were planning to visit your temple? May the triple gems bless you and your family. May your parents live long. May this day be a blessed one to you. I miss you.
I remembered you a lot today. A lot. A lot of love too. Poured water to your birthday tree. Love you. 

4th June 2020

Hope you are going to work now. Today a curfew day. I bout the thing to update the blog frequently. I never want to miss a single moment. Every single moment in my life spent loving you. I will love you to the last breath. Song of our love/relationship is a sad one. But true love has no ending. I messed up in my love. I never stopped loving you. I jist couldn't drag you through a hard time. I didnt want to see you crying. I only know the pain I felt when you were crying on my lap. Love you. 

3rd of June 2020

I remembered how we were walking and shopping in Nugegoda. I enjoyed every single moment. Remembered how we went to MC in our first date. How come I forget the precious thing/person of my life. I lived a lifetime in a short period of time. It was with you. Thank you for offering me an unconditional and worthy love. I was a bad guy Baba. I had problems too. I never wanted to impose my problems and issues on you. I never wanted to leave you. Now im in pain. Stay safe sweetheart. I love you. I love you!!! 

2nd of June 2020

Im so sorry for delayed writings Baba. Im not doing this specially. Its hard to update using my old phone. This week im planning yo update all the posts. And upload them. I remembered you a lot. I haven't stopped loving you Baba.
I miss you a lot. 

1st of June 2020

June starts. Hope you are working these days. Hope you are going to work. Am I forgotten sweetheart? Dont you have a simple memory about me?
I just asked. Its okay if you have forgotten. Im not urging you to remember me. On the other hand Im thinking about you always. Remember those moments we had together. One more breath through your beautiful hair. I wish If I could feel. I miss you more than any other time. I hope you are fine Baba. I miss you a lot. Tc

31st May 2020

Time passes. I know you have forgotten me. I will not blame you for that. I think I was mad sometimes at you. I was cruel. I have to say this. I was totally in love with you though. I didn't want to hurt you sweetheart. You are the sweetest. You were mine. Forever you will be mine. I miss you so much. Love you