Some short comments about decision making.

here is a short post from my Live journal blog.

Decisions.

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my Christmas eve thoughts.
 Mery Christmas everyone.

How I see AK-47 inventor's death.(RIP)

Read my live journam blog about Kalashnikvs death

Sri Lanka Passport ranks

sri lanka was between the worse passports in the world. here is an answer.

A real answer to the ranks. follow the linnks friends.

I dont know

there would be nothing left when the politics eat all the cake. the cake equals to a country. politics comes from internal manner and external manner. A group of people who ready to support to governments without conditions. another group ready to do the same for the opposition. we have for groups to eat the cake. if each group represent by one person we have 4 people who ready to eat it. cake=country. lets eat it dumb heads.

I always hate goodbyes.

We were at the bus station. They leave for Belgorod. She kissed me many times and told her love to me. My heart cried. Grand mother said sorry for her blames to me and if something bad happened to me from her. “Charith! I think you leave soon; you won’t meet me again for a long time. Sorry if there is any bad memory!” I ran out of words. She bought a many buns and told me go to hostel and eat. Don’t stay in hunger. I didn’t know what to say. Was it a good bye forever? Anyway I always hate goodbyes. I promised her that we meet again. I didn’t try to discuss much about the thing that I leave around February 24. Life flows.  

After a brain wash.

Actually best letter in posts from a medical student is not the 100^th letter of the blog. Finally medical student has finished his medical student’s life. In the animal world it is similar to a larva of a frog. The larva matured and ready to leave the swamp.

Actually when I gave my Hippocratic oath, I understood majority of the people don’t have a clear idea about the oath. What I understood is oath itself have no wide idea. Because of that Hippocratic oath edited. As an Asian I was shy to give Hippocratic Oath. Why? Proved history of my country is more than 2500 years. Giving the name “father of medicine” is just to satisfy the western world. Many asian countries have the same basis of intervention in to human illnesses. Actually Asians were the group of people who tried to cure body and mind. We knew the real connection between the body and mind. Through this we understood there is no animal that can live alone. Modern people use an heavy word “Man is a social animal”. I can burst in to pieces by laughing. America, and Russia haven’t many agreement about many social, historical, political, scientific and psychological theories. Amazingly they both say Hippocrates is the father of medicine. Every idiot accepts it because they taught it to us. How the people before Hippocrates lived? Simply they became ill and died? This is one of the man made errors in history of modern medicine.

When I was learning in my first year’s one teacher insulted my country asking how many Nobel prices won by my country. Today as a student graduated from the same institution which they graduated I would like to ask did you give the courage to get the Nobel price. At least a bit of courage? When we mark how the Nobel price divided in the world each year it’s clear this is a price for European people. If any doubt just mark them on a map. Tell you it’s very funny to see aunsan suki won the Nobel price. Why? Actually she has to births. 1) in Myanmar, 2) after university education in UK. Real reason for the price comes from UK. Actually the real meaning and value of Nobel price is not demonstrated. Nobel price kind of a Joke these days. Especially after Obama won it.  He won it for peace and the most interesting thing is he did nothing for Peace.

Actually on my graduation day what I can say to western teachers (Teaching by force) please go sit and watch the Gangnam style. See you all are the same. You shawed us Gangnam styles.

Latter one.

For the first time I’m writing a letter to my blog out of Kursk. I started my blog in Kursk. An unforgettable period of time, which is filled by many sad memories. I came to Stroitel. A small city which is situated in Belgorod city (Oblast). Finished the exam and I’m on my new-year vacations. Soon I should face to my placticle skills exams and Examination of medical scenarios. Then we are ready to go home. I felt a funny discomfort in my chest. I thought it’s all over and it is the way to an end. Grandmother who is treating me in the Russian house is a nice person. The world has made a bad picture about our countries. So they had such ideas also. It’s not time to deal with those problems. So I kept my silence hare.  When I see my way in retrospection I see some little things which I couldn’t do. My mind takes the chance to argue with in me about the past, which I shouldn’t be worried.  History always stays as the time we passed. History is a book which gives us many lessons.  One of my teachers once told us “Dear students assume if we can stop and shutdown all the processes of present and go back to history and change the things and live the life”. I know this is a thing practically impossible. Think about the human feelings and the thoughts which generated words. Everyone like to do something better then and live happily. I laughed at my teachers idea about shutting down the future, go back and start all from the beginning. I laughed at the idea because I was a kind of an idiot because thought about my teacher’s wise word scientifically. Finally I got the idea. It’s about happiness. Good health and the happiness, the greatest teaching to a formal person living on earth. We always think we are getting wise but the wise people always think where those wise people have gone. World change rapidly and same thing happen to us. We are taught to believe in science. Science has the same base which the religion stands. No one like to show the basement of science.

Have you ever thought what happen when person comes to a point when memories flood, future become uncertain and present is a fist of smooth dusty sand which cannot grab and escape between the fingers. Mentioned place is the actual point where I live right now.