December 20th 2023.

 I know, and I got to know, that you are nowhere closer to me at the moment. But I know that you are there, spending your time happily. I recently saw that there is nothing about me that has a good memory (no doubt.). The time we spent together was a fairy tale. Now I know that you haven't the smallest possible memory of me. I will not forget you, though. I will stay silent. I still have my feelings, which definitely have no value to you. Remember the place where we met for the first time? I went there again today. I spent some time alone. I drank a coffee and thought about the time we passed together. Remember the place where we were sitting before Torrington Park? I went there too. I have a lot of beloved memories of you, sweetheart. I feel happy for you. I feel happy to see you smiling. I miss you a lot. I wish you everything but the very best. Forever yours. Tc

19th Of May.

A lot of memories. I remembered you. (since morning) . I hope you are fine. I'm keeping my silence because I respect you and love you. I know none of these words make any sense. Yes, indeed. I was wrong and I have no right to use these words. I'm kind of frozen in time and stuck in a moment which never passes. Anyway, I always wish you success, wealth and happiness, Baba. I wish you a long and joyful life. I wish you many joyful moments. May you be healthy. May your family be healthy and a joyful one. I miss you. I did something good for you today. I will post a picture maybe later though. Happy birthday sweetheart. See you.