30th of July 2020

Time urge you to forget me Baba. I will not be angry. How can I be angry? Im the wrong one. Im the one who hurt you. Its okay sweetheart. Just stay happy. Smile.
I miss you. 

29th July 2020 (2nd Post)

Some day sweetheart. Someday. I miss you always.
Someday....... 

29th July 2020

No one would believe thatI loved you sweetheart. And hurt you and you lost the faith in me. Now I dont have a way to prove a love. I miss you a lot though. Every night I see something about you. You are always in my dreams and I dont ask why. I know the reason already. I miss you a lot my little Angel. Love you. Stay happy. Smile always. 

28th July 2020

I know you are on your way to work by now. Probably you are passing or closer to Rattanapitiya. Many memories in my mind. Smiles, jokes, sweet words to the bitter comments and our love story. I miss you a lot Baba. Remember how hard was the July and August? Im so sorry. 

26th July 2020

And time can do so much.
Are you still mine?
(no words to explain the facts and the thoughts turning around my mind and the head sweetheart. Only my eyes get wet. And I dont want show them to anyone. I miss you a lot.).

25th July 2020

I knew the way you felt sweetheart. Without exception I knew the pain you went through because of me. I have no excuses my little angel. I have only our memories now. Everyday I wish and I pray for your health and wealth. Wish you everything but the best. I feel terrible. I haven't changed my love and affection to you Baba.

24th July 2020

You were the everything which I had. You will forever be that one. I will stay in silence. I will stay in dark. My heart is with you forever sweetheart. 

23rd July 2020

Time is passing. So do our memories. They flow. I think you dont remember them. I know I cant give to convince you to remember them. Im the pain in all those memories. I left you alone. I broke your heart. You were crying helplessly. I was like a stone cold hearted person left you. I never wanted you to suffer because of me Baba. I had my reasons. Now I understand above everything comes love. Now I have become a person who kicked out the love from my life. I miss you so much Baba. And this life is damn hard to live. We both suffered. Im still suffering. Im broken forever. You are the only person who could at least heal me to some extent. Love you.