what do you do when you feel a loneliness?

what do you do when you feel a loneliness?

Answer here

Preparing to be alone.

My friend next to my room came to my room and just told me that he would leave the hostel soon to another hostel. Some how Im going to spend my remaining time in Kursk here in first hostel in my sweet room 301. It was a nice friend and a shelter to me and always it will be the best place. There are no many students left in this hostel now. What I thought is if we think about this life it also similar to this situation. Your beloved people and friends leave you one by one. Finally one day we will think about our past period of time. you will be alone in a ocean of happy and sad memories. In this ocean those happy moments won't come to and take to that same old moment. you will feel some mild taste of it instead. What about the sad moments? sure there will be some memories too but they won't be much tough as they were. The thing what had happened is we have passed all those moments. On a day when Im so weak and old and if someone offering me a wish which will come true for 5 minutes. I would wish to see my family my mother father sister and brother. I would wish to feel those same warm feeling for a 5 minutes of time. I really loved those moments.

Sincerity Dies.

Why do you afraid of being alone?
This is the nature of human relation ships. No one have big contracts to stay and keep in touch with you. When all the things go in the wrong direction, you lose your balance. You are getting a seance of fear.  But why do you fear? Did you ever ask from you. We dont know where when how a thing is going to happen Simply we dont know how we are going to die in the distance or near future. But the funny thing is people cant realize the real fear. Actually its not a big thing. Simply we will lose all in a moment.
As a student I cant understand why my colleagues fear to the loneliness which they are going to face in the graduation day. Guys this is not a big issue. Being a friend means you have chosen one side. Specially when you are young. If you feel a loneliness is your side dont abandon your side and run . Just stay with your side. Side means You and I not going to do war against the others. We should stay with our side(your group) because all the faith in you all the values of you and your real relationships belong to this side. Dont fight with the other side. but just stay calm. If you leave you will be worried some day.
 Take care my friends. And be careful. Dont be silly boys. C ya.

When my mind is stable

When my mind is relaxed and stable.
So silent and without pains.
Tear you are here again.
Let my eyes have a rest.
Don't make them cry.

Shivering by the cold.
I was crying alone.
can remember the tears,
Like a large rain.

I haven't seen nice smiles on my way.
This time is so hard.
Tear! Please don't make me cry.
 

Love

I never knew that looking back at the laughs we had, would make me cry.

Take me to your heart

It is a curious sensation: the sort of pain that goes mercifully beyond our powers of feeling. When your heart is broken, your boats are burned: nothing matters any more. It is the end of happiness and the beginning of peace.
George Bernard Shaw

The way I see it.

you may ask about love. I have felt it but not for a long time. I felt it a long time ago. Now also I can remember those days. As usually I was very shy. I think we knew that we like each other. There are no much interesting things in love stories. because there were few of them, actually two. The special thing about my first love feeling is it was fully blocked by parents. I never hate them. I left that idea. Still love is a fully strange thing to me. I always afraid if I love some one and if she leave me some day I cant bare the pain of it. Sure I will go mad. I think I will go mad. But I know there are many people took this risk and became successful. Yes, some have lost their love.
I think in this field(Love). I was a covered and a looser. I'm not trying to show some thing bad about me. Im just trying to convince you about the way I loved. I have feelings about some girls. But I never told about them to those girls. If I say it and If I cant marry her. She will break her heart. She will suffer. I cant see it.
I hope some day some one will understand this situation. Some day some one will understand about me.
I hope all of you will have a nice Valentine's day this year. I wish you all the success.