Wednesday 19 May 2021

Happy birthday sweetheart.

 I remembered you a lot on your birthday. I remembered how you were happy to receive a birthday gift from a beloved person. Sweetheart I did some smaller donations to poor. I wished your health and wealth. May the tripple gem bless you always. I wish if I could hold your hand and take a walk in the streets which we were walking usually. Again I want to wait at Thummulla junction till you arrive. Some times you waited there for me. All those places have memories about us. I know you have forgotten things. It's okay. Hard to keep unpleasant/bad memories forever. Am I fully forgotten sweetheart? No memories about me? I always remember you. And I always think "is it worthy to stay in silence?". May be you will hear/feel my silence someday. Silence is also beautiful. I don't want to hurt you again Baba. All the memories are with me forever. With all due respect I will keep my love forever. Hope your mother, father and your husband also fine. I wish you a long, healthy and a joyful life. I wish everyone else of your family the same. So Baba. I didn't forget you. Remember me someday (though Im the worst memory you have).

Take care yourself.